"Ok, noone I want to talk to me, talks to me anymore. Razzy hates me, for good reason I suppose. I hurt his feelings really badly and I know he can't stand me anymore. It's my fault man, if you want to seal things up all nice and good and maybe start over on this little broken friendship of ours, I would really love that. You were the only person I could talk to that would understand me, listen, and respond like someone who's been there as well. Please forgive me!

Oh, BTW, I am a bitch. But bitches need friends, too. So please... Don't abandon me like it seems your doing. For the past few weeks, noone is interacting with me. It's like I'm in 4th grade all over again, hiding under a table watching all the happy people and wishing I could be their friend, too. I sort of just feel... alienated from the world. I feel numb, like reality isn't there anymore. Everyone... I'm sorry for being bitchy all the time. But insane people can't control their idiocy. Just don't rub it in my face, ok? Let's be friends again."